It's All About my Life

do you ever feel like life is going great, and then you fall apart? I'm dead broke, like not even kidding i am dead broke, and no one is gonna help me. Suprise welcome to me being an adult right. Well i am so fucking upset i don't think I can handle anyone talking to me right now. I am so fucking tired of taking care of everyone else in my life and no one taking care of me in return. WHY DOES MY FAMILY NEVER HAVE ANY MONEY! WHY AM I ALWAYS THE ONE FINACING THEIR SCREW UPS!Why are they trying to make an adult before I am ready. Why am I always the strong one. Why does all this shit come my way. I am so sick of living for everyone but myself. Why can't my dreams be made real for once. CAN SOMETHING FINALLY WORK OUT FOR ME! so you know what fuc this world, i quit. I fucking quit. News flash the person everyone thought was strong quits. I give up. I just wasn't meant to be happy. I am so tired of being me. why? thats all i wanna know is why. I have the love of my life, go to a great school, and yet there are times when i want to shoot myself in the head. Why is there no one behind me in my own family. so fuck life. i am so done trying. I am giving up hope officialy. there is no way that i can actually succeed at what i want to do. My major is a joke, and so is my life. MSU is such a great place huh? Then why am i so unhappy. It's not a suprise that no one can read between the lines. I give up, i give up, i give up.